I Shatter

{Bang}

I shot you. Dumb way to introduce yourself to someone huh? Of course I thought you were gonna hurt the innocent girl… little did I know that you had no such intention. Or that she was far from innocent.

{there was you
Too gold too blue}

After my death defying rescue of your person I suppose I expected a bit too much… gratitude… your name perhaps.

You stole my fucking parts!

But I'm an easy going guy, and so when faced with the opportunity to work with you I took it. Big mistake. I think that is the day I damned myself. I just had to look into those cold blue eyes and on that golden skin and I was lost. Fucking hormones.

You didn't seem to mind the attention though. I mean, you certainly flipped me onto my stomach and pounded the hell out of my ass quicker than I would have anticipated. Not that I objected in the slightest.

{You told the truth
I cried}

Being the modern guy I am… I imagined that there could be a future for us… maybe after the war was through we could…

I was so wrong.

The look in your eyes was almost enough to kill me. With this glassy look you informed me just how much you cared for me. I.E. not at all. Stress relief thy name be Duo Maxwell.

With a single "l" word I had effectively stopped whatever it was we had… fuck buddies… best friends with benefits… whore and… whatever.

{You flew}

When I came to both you and your things were cleared out of our tiny room. The empty places your clothes and laptop left behind in our room were nothing compared to the hole your presence left behind in me.

{You called me mad (And I am mad) As a hatter}

I tried to leave you alone.

That lasted about a week.

I finally decided to track you down. I would patch things up as best as I could... maybe we could remain friends?

{Some fall in love (Some fall in love)}

It only took a few days. I suppose you were just too shaken to cover your tracks well... or you just didn't care to.

{I shatter}

It was raining when I finally caught up to you. I clearly remembering looking so disheveled because of it they wouldn't let me into the restaurant.

{You make it real
Too bleak too stark}

So I wandered around the restaurant- no snobby Maître D was going to keep me from my goal. I finally came to a window and looked into the splendidly decorated room. And there you were. And there she was. And I saw you both in the middle of the dance floor looking perfect together.

{Should night not fall
You make things dark}

The rain was pouring heavily now as I had to wipe the fogging mirror to keep you both in view. Suddenly your spinning stopped. Perhaps the sing had finished- but no. You slowly knelt on the floor and took her hand in such a gentle manner I knew what was going to happen.

{You called me mad (And I am mad) As a hatter
Some fall in love (Some fall in love) I shatter}

Even through the haze of tears and rain I could see the golden band slide easily onto her finger- and the shocked smile spread across her face. I think that's when my heart died.

{Bang here am I}

I think that I should like to join my heart now. I've waited until the end of the war. Aren't I a nice guy? Though, I don't think that whoever is in charge will appreciate me stealing Deathscythe… again.

{No one nowhere}

I had to go out to space though. Have to make sure I do this right this time. And if Relena is so bent on destroying Deathscythe along with the rest of the Gundams then… I think I'd just rather go along with him.

{No ground no sky}

The earth is beautiful from up here. But I must admit that the moon is more beautiful when seen from the earth. When I'm up here it just looks like a graveyard. Maybe mine.

{No light no air}

5… What is the point of a countdown in our Gundams? 4… I never understood that. 3… If the point of it was to destroy the Gundam and pilot- why give the pilot a chance to escape? 2…Ohh well. It doesn't matter anymore. 1…

{You called me mad (And I am mad) As a hatter}

Heero… Ai shiteru.

{Some fall in love (Some fall in love) I shatter}